Thank you so much for the very kind comment and compliments about my writing. They are very much appreciated. You are correct in stating that I am always looking for new information on certain psychological disorders; my specialty being anxiety. I love when my readers share their personal stories, experiences, and knowledge. You seem to have much knowledge on all sorts of subjects and I can see where your intelligence shines through your writing.

Your kindness and offerings are highly appreciated. My list of questions could be endless. I will think about it and get back to you.

Thank you again.
All my best,
Dr. KC
http://www.DOCintheBiz.com
http://www.GLCzone.com

Even as an internationally published lyric poet I find your writing to be of both ultimate earthly and spiritual solidity and also of unearthly beauty… I was going to wait to write to you until I’d let a sonnet or some equally worthy poetic celebration come through in your honor, but now I read here in this article that you are always seeking new information on the various psychological disorders.

I have always thought that I could offer a lot to someone exactly like yourself: At an IQ of 181, I have been in a position to be highly — perhaps in some ways uniquely — aware of the inner processes which have resulted in a personality so split that even medical conditions such as pregnancies and loose bone splinters come and go in their availability to testing. And I mean testing as basic as simple x-rays (an oral surgeon recently had to justify his subsequent surgery to the insurance companies with a polaroid photo, since the object he was removing — visible to the naked eye — could not be made to appear on film… etc…etc… I coud tell stories…)

Every one of us (in here) got here by a combination of trauma and the desire somehow to find a mannerism or mannerisms which would please rather than repel those to whom we wished to reach out in what you must by now understand was for a long time a very confusing world — in other words, a desire to be helpful. Every one of us shares those two characteristics: trauma, and a desire to be of assistance to the whole — and that has been the saving grace which has enabled us to stand existence within the confines of one body in space and time without destroying ourselves — not that we weren’t driven to try to get out of existence that way once…

These circumstances result in the inner coming and going of quite a little handful of the various anxiety disorders — my consciousness all the while highly cognizant and conscious of all the processes involved.

At the same time, I have access to expertise from the other side of the veil: When every action of every day has become a battle between whole camps of opposing motivations, the only way to avoid complete paralysis (I perceived by necessity) was to give each little decision up to a higher spiritual source, stipulating only that the resulting decision be for the highest good of everyone involved.

It was clear to me that in this somewhat tenuous position it would be necessary to maintain a completely clear connection with Self in a world seemingly designed to foil and punish that exact clarity.

Thus, by exercising it hundreds and thousands of times every day, I evolved the ability to speak with spirit intimately, fully and constantly, both on my own behalf and on behalf of other, incarnate spirits who cross my Path.

Gosh, I’d LOVE to make you the beneficiary of the insights with which my mind is simply teeming! Have you a question? A list of questions? If you’d rather carry on outside the blog format per se, my email address is ana.aurora.7@gmail.com …

It actually might be wiser to contact me in this way because I’m truly STOOPID about computers, had to do a lot of navigating to get into this commentary box, & don’t know if I’ll ever be able to find your blog again!

Blessings — blessings, Dear One, on your continued good work! Never stop writing for the people. You’re explaining things in a completely unique way — one which can be understood by those who would not have been able to set their sights and their steps upon the inward and upward path otherwise than by reading your words.

Most SIncerely and with Great Love,

Analee

I am so happy that you feel free and comfortable to express yourself the way you say you can and the way you do here on my blog! Your reaching out is so brave and wonderful. It shows that you can be committed to getting to the bottom of issues and changing the things that you want/need to change in order to live a more emotionally happy and healthy life.

Just about EVERYBODY has felt alone at some point in their lives. I have a difficult time myself believing anyone who says differently. Yes, some feel that way more often than others, but everyone does. I think that is why I write of self love, confidence and worth so often in my articles. It is key to living in this world where, as you say, it is often difficult to find help from others when lives are so full and busy. You are NOT alone, however, and you must know this!

Please also know that, yes, I do love to “hear” you positive, up and happy, but I would never expect you or anyone else to always feel that way. I find that quite impossible, as feeling down is a part of life as well. It’s OK. It’s normal. It’s natural. On the other hand, feeling low hopefully will not take you to a place where you give up on your dreams and/or goals. Never! I always keep the old cliché in my head, “If it were easy, everyone would be getting/doing it.” We just need to learn (and it takes learning) how to go AROUND the obstacles that get in the way of our goals and to know that there is always a way. This positive thinking is what has made the most successful people successful! I’ve HEARD from other professionals that luck plays a certain part, who you know, and that things that are meant to happen will happen, but then again, to me, that does not take away the idea that we have to work hard to get what we want. That includes, jumping the hurdles that get in our way. And as I said, we just have to learn how to do that.

I would love so much to work with you and take this conversation to another level, but that is impossible in this kind of forum and not fair to you either, as confidentiality is important to me. If there is any way you can find a sliding scale clinic in your area where you can talk to someone to help you through the hard times, that would be wonderful. You know I would be more than happy to help you here at DOCintheBiz with emails specifically geared towards helping you overcome these feelings, learn how to control them from coming over you and decreasing the frequency of the down times, but either way, I wish that you could find someone to talk to. Remember, it’s your health and whether physical health or mental health, they work together and nothing is more important.

All my best,

Dr. KC
http://www.DOCintheBiz.com
http://www.GLCzone.com

At this point, it is HARD not to take this non response as rejection. These are people I know that could help and it is such an easy request, just to post a bulletin for me and people can go from there.

I guess I just sometimes do not understand people. Why is there such a line with those who have and those who do not. Are we not all equal? I believe that yet when something like this occurs it rocks my faith.

KC, I feel so alone. So very alone in my dream, in my life. My thought process is not good. I would never call 911 or go to a hospital, not when I feel this way. Sometimes I just wish Spirit would just take me and the pain would stop. I know the other side is just light, love and spirit.

How much can a person take. Seriously. How much can a person take before it is too much, especially after trying so very hard.

This IS THE ONLY PLACE I FEEL FREE enough to express myself. I feel many in my clan would not understand for they feel I should shelve my dream and would not be loving in their response to my state of mind.

Is it bad I want my dream to come true. Is it bad that I want to live in a place where my spirit will THRIVE. People will say you can thrive anywhere, yet I know that there are some that really need that certain place to thrive and for me that is truth. That is why I went to the lake every week to fill up on what I needed to surivive.

So yes, I am quite down. People have their lives. They are busy. An example would be when I sliced my finger, I called my mom, she was not available, I called my sisters, they were not available. I ended up calling my best friend who was in a different state, pulling her out from seeing patients (and there when you say you cut yourself they think suicide which I did NOT know) and she DID come to the phone. I was ready to pass out. If I did, I wanted SOMEONE to know, someone to care, someone to call 911 if needed. Yet she too, which I TOTALLY understand had to get back… she was loving though to me…told me she would get back to check on me…and life happened for her and she did not get back to me) SO I WAS ALONE, not a great feeling. My finger would surive, it was me passing out I was concerned with, where I would fall etc.

So it is NOT A GOOD DAY FOR ME and I truly wish my journey was over.

Raven Hawk

I thought this was a great article to help explain panic attacks and I have even “Stumbled” it, but this was all the information in a comment that I received. I would love to be able to answer any questions, but I do not know what the questions are.

Thank you, however, for attempting to send a comment. If whomever wrote this sees my comment back, they are welcome to elaborate and I will be here to answer.

Dr. KC
http://www.DOCintheBiz.com
http://www.GLCzone.com

Found your blog on yahoo - thanks for the article but i still don’t get it….

Your comment, “It is extremely important to tease out the difference when at all possible” in regards to whether or not a person has a chemical imbalance it the key. And the key to proper treatment.

Thank you so much for your comment.
Please keep reading and posting. Your insight is most valuable!
Dr. KC
http://www.DOCintheBiz.com

For many people with chronic dysthmia for instance, they will have a very poor negative attitude because of the chronic chemical state that they function in. Positive thinking and phrasing is important but will only get some patients so far. When severe depression strikes it is nearly impossible for them to be able to adopt a positive attitude to counteract the severe chemical imbalance that is causing the thought process.

It’s my pleasure to reply to you. It my goal to reply to every person who does me the honor of taking the time to read my articles. On top of that, I hope that each and every person who reads my work, learns something that can to change a life; whether theirs or a loved ones.

I hope to keep bringing new insights to you and to others. If you ever have any questions, please feel free to ask and I will do my best to bring the proper information to you.

Thank you for your comment. Please keep reading and posting.
Dr. KC
http://www.DOCintheBiz.com